just because i have tumblr now doesn't mean i no longer come on here

so; charlottesblogings.blogspot.com
you can stop ripping off my blog now, kay?
oh and you can stop ripping off assoonasifellinlove.blogspot.com aswell.
get your own ideas, sket.

i think it's time for me to leave blogger. :(
it's been good, i've moved onto tumblr
it's alot simpler, and easier
follow me on there?
www.andthecityneversleeps.tumblr.com

i really hope Li-Lo gets back on track.

Florence + The Machine - Drumming Song

i lovve this song so much, the album is so great. ♥

pictures like this are the best

alexa chung ♥

if you could remember

Damnation A.D f.t Patrick Stump & Pete Wentz


"i hate myself for letting things fall apart
i hate myself not seeing things from the start
i hate the fact we act like we don't even know each other
it's not that i'm still in love with you
well i can feel a little, yeah that's true
i just don't want to look back with regret on the time that i spent with you."

actually quite an alright song, Patrick's vocals are really good in this.

nostalgia kicks in.

i was sitting with Grace at the docks yesterday, and we were discussing how much we've changed in less than a year. we were saying that we want to meet new people, we're getting tired of the whole Chester scene, it's the same cycle repeated over and over again. this time last year we were in the same boat as all the new Chester kids, we thought we were so cool, everyone liked us and we were all 'individuals'. I guess i just grew up in the end.

i don't know if me growing up has caused all the issues i have with pepople now though. i miss people i used to be friends with last year, i change too much, and that seems to effect people around me. i moved onto other groups of people, and left my good friends behind.
i want to apologize, but i never will. i don't know why, i just wont. i don't think they want to hear me apologize honestly anyway. i say alot of things i don't mean. i'm sorry.
growing up isn't worth it if you lose good friends.


this is what i looked like quite a while back now, it's strange how different i was.
i miss the friends i had then, the friends i had at the start of going to town, and how happy i was.
if i could combine those friends,
with the friends i have now i think i would be alot happier.

the most shocking thing is probably my eyes. i NEVER wear eye make-up now, except for a bit of mascara at the most.

i want someone to write something like this about me.
i doubt it will ever happen though.
http://dailybooth.com/secretbooth/699102


alright. i took some new pictures before, only one i don't despise.
but i don't really like it much. {the quality is really bad on here}






















i hate how i look. i think i am really unattractive. i've been on a right downer lately, but i'm not going to write a depressing blog.don't worry.




i got on the completely wrong bus today, took me in the opposite direction i was supposed to be going.
my life does that, i mean to go one way, end up going the complete opposite.
anyway, so yeah..i ended up in Connahs Quay, waiting around for about 30 minutes for the next bus to come then i finally got to Chester, took a while though. remind me to wear glasses next time i get a bus.

what a catch, donnie

i cried when i heard the song, and nearly cried for the preview.
ah, especially when Patrick pulls out the Sugar, We're Goin' Down antlers :'(

it sounds like the end, the way they go through older songs.
i don't know what i'll do when they are over.
all i know is that this is going to be the last video for a while, they are going on a break.
A BREAK?!
WTF?!
i know they have personal lives, but it sounds like they are ready to quit :(
Joe is getting married, and Pete has his family now. i've heard rumors that Patrick may bring a solo album out but idk, and as for Andy...i have no clue.

i hope this isn't it.
not yet, give me time to prepare.

The Lyrics.

I've got troubled thoughts and the self esteem to match
What a catch
What a catch

You'll never catch us so just let me be
Said I'll be fine til the hospital or American embassy
Ms. Flack, said I still want you back
Ms. Flack, said I still want you back

I've got troubled thoughts and the self esteem to match
What a catch
What a catch
All I can think of is the way I'm the one who charmed the one
Who gave up on you
Who gave up on you

They say the captain goes down with the ship
So when the world ends will God go down with it?
Ms. Flack, said I still want you back
Ms. Flack, said I still want you back

I've got troubled thoughts and the self esteem to match
What a catch
What a catch
All I can think of is the way I'm the one who charmed the one
Who gave up on you
Who gave up on you

Na na na na na
Na na na na na
Na na na na na
Na na na na na

I will never end up like him
Behind my back I already am
Keep a calender this way you will always know...

I've got troubled thoughts and the self esteem to match
What a catch
What a catch
All I can think of is the way I'm the one who charmed the one
Who gave up on you
Who gave up on you

Gabe: Where is your boy tonight I hope he is a gentlemen, maybe he won't find out what I know: You were the last good thing about this part of town

Travis: We're going down down in an earlier round, and sugar we're goin down swingin. I'll be your number one with a bullet, a loaded God complex cock it and pull it

Brendon: Dance dance, we're falling apart to half time. Dance dance, and these are the lives you'd love to lead. Dance, this is the way they'd love if they knew how misery loved me.

Doug: This ain't a scene it's a goddamn arms race...

Alex: One night and one more time. Thanks for the memories even though they weren't so great. He tastes like you only sweeter.

William: Growing up...

i change alot apparently.
i've always tried not to, i just do in the end. thats why i dont like getting close to people, i always end up hurting them one way or the other, and i cant stop it. cause i dont know how i do it
it just..happens.

“ Love is, like, really important. It’s good to be loved. Even if it’s only for one night. ” - Cassie

“ Do you know what hurts the most about a broken heart? Not being able to remember how you felt before. Try to keep that feeling, because if it goes, you’ll never get it back ” - Cassie

i love you.

it's just one of those days

sometimes i wonder why i bother with things. everything i do seems to be wrong, and even when i try my hardest for something to be right... it's still wrong.
i'm just not in the mood for anything today, i'm too tired.
i want to get away from here, somewhere better. but i can't be bothered anymore.

i think i may just go for a walk...
nothing is happening here,
nothing ever does.